Confessions of a former teenage Communist Werewolf. (3lmer-vision Waukesha)
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Date: 2008-04-12, 8:25PM CDT
There was a time when I did fit troll characteristics enough to have a certain amount of conviction.
I was asked to leave CL-Milwaukee many times.
Even EastSide Chris had once upon a time found me to be intolerable.
I started off wanting to change the vast bastion of liberalism that Milwaukee Craigslist was and is.
To some degree I had.
Then I saw how Craislist started a change process within me.
A certain exchange took place.
At first, it was more important for me to be heard, and flip the apple-carts of the liberal uber alles that existed on Craigslist.
After some prayer and meditation,
I saw it was more important for me to understand others than it was for others to understand me.
A racist and atheist is not likely to understand my motives.
My opposition to racism is based in spiritual conviction.
Everything I do is either based on spiritual conviction or spiritual error with in myself.
In that past I was rude when I would joust, lambaste, and challenge democratic ideology.
Currently I still want to joust, lambaste, and challenge democratic ideology, except I want to do so without being rude, and I also now place an importance on understanding my conversational opponent(s) rather than trying to insult him or her (Like I had found personal conviction and guilt for having done in the past.)
There are no sins posted on CL-Milwaukee that I have not been guilty of at some moment in my life.
My confessions are huge and long. But have nothing much to do with politics.
I will oppose racism most every chance I can, because my relationship with God and King Jesus requires me to do so.
I dislike the democratic party's platform because I find it largely in opposition to biblical principles. I had branded them as "Godless".
Since that time, I learned I was dealing with too broad of a brush-stroke.
I think Russ Feingold, Barney Frank, Ted Kennedy, and Nancy Pelosi look seriously Godless to me.
Barrack Obama (like most politicians)like to wear the aroma of Christianity...but when it comes to that part of the Lords' prayer that says "Gods will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven" I am afraid Obama's "rubber does not meet the road".(Especially when it comes to the abortion issue!)
(How anyone can pray for Gods will to be done on Earth as it is in heaven, and still support abortion on demand up until the 9th month of pregnancy is then saying a prayer without meaning or understanding the words!)
I have owed apology to Eastside Chris and "Me Me" because I have found that they are not "Godless".
I perceive them (E.S.C. & "Me Me") as not of my denomination; but nonetheless
having some meaningful semblance to the Living God and (King) Jesus.
I was once taught "The problem with most people is that they would rather be right than be happy"(-Dr. James Mathie)
When I debate with E.S.C. or "Me Me", it is no longer important for me to be right. It is more important for me to be happy, grow in my understanding on how they made their conclusions, challenge them, and, in exchange, accept their challenges.
Racism is a dead-end. It denies the Existence and creation of the One true Living God. Racism is based in fear. It is a desperate clutching for control and status. Racism is illogical, When faced with a common enemy, racism becomes irrelevant.
I once had a time when I was busy digging my own grave, and my white acquaintances supported me in my digging my own grave. I then encountered some black men who revealed the error of my ways. God used them in my life. Now I am better because of it. And some of the white guys who supported me in digging my own grave, are now dead themselves.
By the way, I was never a werewolf. I just play one on Craigslist!
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